Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Memories as they come

In the new book I recently started reading, "Norwegian Wood" by a Japanese author, Haruki Murakami, the protagonist looks back on his life 18 years later, his thoughts revolving around the story of him and the girl he fell in love with.

"Memory is a funny thing. When I was in the scene, I never paid any attention. I never stopped to think of it as something that would make a lasting impression..."

While sitting next to the window on the train to Utrera, I stared out at the passing fields and thought about this quote. I pondered some natural questions...

What am i doing today that will make a lasting impression years to come?
What scenes in my everyday life will i remember 20 years from now?
What if I forget the most important things?

Right now as i am teaching in spain, meeting new people, and traveling through spain and europe, I am certainly making memories. Will these memories last forever? fortunately, i have kept a journal through life since i was a little girl. i can easily retrace my thoughts from when i was a young child. but, those are just written words. Everything that was important back then is just a memory now. Its interesting what memories come in your mind like a rocket, they come so fast yet they are gone instantly. In Spain, i want to make memories that will last a lifetime. i want to remember them forever.

As quoted in "Norwegian Wood, "Life doesnt require ideals. it requires standards of action."

1 comment:

  1. Interesting thoughts on memory... Made me think of this quote that I really like:
    "I will not die an unlived life. I will not live in fear of falling or catching fire. I choose to inhabit my days, to allow my living to open me, to make me less afraid, more accessible, to loosen my heart until it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise. I choose to risk my significance; to live so that which comes to me as seed goes to the next as blossom and that which comes to me as blossom, goes on as fruit."
    -Dawna Markova
    Love you, Pal, and so glad you're having life-altering and life-affirming experiences.

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